Losing of feelings

The persons all have feelings and have no who can say that I have no feelings, in feelings my fail the hard bitterness tell.I can give up everything for love, in order to can defend with the life, can this can not protect my love.2010 years I meet the person whom my this present life loves most and decide to be not she doesn't take, her business I also know, but I ain't frightened not retreat.I support his believing him, we walk to arrive together not easy.Can not give up this it not easy feelings, she accompanies every day from on the 17th starting of November at my nearby.I go to work as long as you see her, I have endless strength spirit.See she smile I know she is really happy, while my heart also returns happy.So we led for several days, I feel that we belong to their their own love house because of shoulding have.Hence we started seeking a house and soon found out.Under the friend's help, we are night moved in the past, we are really happy that evening.Even I have no sleep for a night, I thought of can and the person that oneself love is together.I can smile Xing from the in a dream, nearby of the colleagues all envy us very much.Envying us is such of love each other, but the prosperity is soon......Very quick his family starts seeking her, but she would not like to contact with them, hence ignore all these.Can my know it in heart, so we always can not lead a lifetime.I ask whether her has already come to a decision, from her look in the eyes in I can see her don't know as well, oneself does like this isn't right, I tell her how to thought and then how do.You make any decision, I will support you, and afterwards I decide to let to go home to have the affair solved.She also promises hence go home, but be not we think of so, she after going home the news starts breaking continuously continuous.I start worrying the affair will have what variety, afterwards our net up left a message each other to know everything in me.But these aren't her wrong, is having no of feelings to help!Time with each passing day passed by although we still keep in touch, but coming back of my elder brother of that day of worry that she returns to the heart of changing since me.Although she says can't I also believe, can the in the mind unavoidably isn't this but burnt sorrow~she suddenly disappears till the eve in Chinese New Year.My next years year have never finished leading and then arrived at to match fatty look for her, but have no news, get there from the other people of is all very wide of the mark matter.I can't believe, either of, so we have no at meet.But yesterday 《February 29, 2011 》my elder brother says that she is seeking me, I at wait an etc.....
The Ao that had been doing not wait her emergence, tonight my elder brother tells me to call tomorrow morning 6.30 arrive train station to pick her up, this is what she says.Say that seek I occupy, I is happy to have is very frightened.Happy that I can see I am beloved she, fear this meeting is we did the engagement finally no longer see?The in the mind card card cocoa, don't know how just good, but I believe the heart of true love.Can't be destroyed, I wait her, I love her and greet future with the trueest heart.